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I'm having a little mini-depression, no biggie, so I've spent the last few days watching the Peggster on YouTube, listening to Hot Fuzz commentaries and gazing at Pegg pics.  Fuuuck, I'm all Pegg'd out.  

No, not really.

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sakura_memories
Jun. 30th, 2007 05:23 pm (UTC)
*hugs* I had a very mini, mini- depression yesterday. Hope you feel better soon. :)
symm_76
Jun. 30th, 2007 05:28 pm (UTC)
Thanks, hon. Unfortunately I've had mine for a week. :( I'm hoping going back to work on Monday will help.
raedbard
Jun. 30th, 2007 06:03 pm (UTC)
*hugsyou* I think the weather's bringing out my dark side too. Stupid rain. Sounds like you've got a good method of combatting the bastard anyway. ;)

Feel better soon, hon.
symm_76
Jun. 30th, 2007 06:17 pm (UTC)
Thanks. *hugs*

I know, how ridiculous is this damn weather? It's June Goddamnit!! I've just had my two week summer hols and the weather has been totally shitty. :(

It sounds silly but I've made a dentist appointment which isn't for another 3 weeks yet and the worry about what the new dentist is going to say and do to me has sent me into a funk. I get verrrrry nervous at the dentist. The Pegg is helping to distract me a bit but The Fear is always lurking in the back of my mind. I wish I wasn't like this. Ah well.
londonesque
Jun. 30th, 2007 08:40 pm (UTC)
*hugs*
symm_76
Jun. 30th, 2007 09:33 pm (UTC)
*hugs*

I'm actually getting myself into a fucking state over this today. I don't know what's changed. I've been preoccupied all week but I've actually been crying on and off all day because I feel utterly terrified to visit this dentist. I'm most scared of what the diagnosis is going to be, rather than the treatment itself. I have got it into my head that while my teeth may look healthy there is too much damage in my gums and I'm going to lose all my teeth.

The last time I went (about 2 years ago) I was nervous certainly, but I wasn't freaking out like this!
londonesque
Jul. 1st, 2007 01:38 pm (UTC)
do you still see your counselor? Maybe she could help you with coping mechanisims?
symm_76
Jul. 1st, 2007 05:51 pm (UTC)
I just concluded those sessions the other week actually. We came to a mutual agreement that I couldn't benefit further at present because I'd been feeling completely better. I am armed with a couple of workbooks on identifying negative thinking and dealing with it. Perhaps I should be using it for this.

I'm feeling better today. It's ups and downs, ups and downs, all ups and downs...
londonesque
Jul. 1st, 2007 06:18 pm (UTC)
Hehe, gratuitous Spaced quote :) Feel better soon. It may help to talk to your dentist or the dental nurse about your anxieties.
symm_76
Jul. 1st, 2007 06:28 pm (UTC)
Thanks sweetie. *hugs*

I will definitely be sharing the fact that I'm bricking it, for want of a better expression. I'm sure they'll notice anyway, from all the trembling and the crying. Hopefully the crying bit will not really happen, but I might be shaking a little. :(

I'm trying to bear in mind that not once have I ever left a dentist and thought "that was every bit as bad as I'd imagined". I always leave thinking "it wasn't that bad actually". Must make that my mantra for the next three weeks.
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